To begin with, I know I've been very inactive here since my trip to England. Most of you actually know that it's because I lost inspiration. Something in my love for art died. I'm still questioning what it was.
Perhaps it was when I lost CS2. That was a rather big blow to me.
Or perhaps it was coming back to Australia, and feeling like I was confined to a rather small box. To know and see the things beyond my own neighbourhood just sent me in a mind set.. like a dog that was trapped in a cage.

But like rain to a parched land, love to a broken heart, or answers to a question - my soul slowly but surely began to open up again. With the help of an art teacher at school, he showed me to question. Not only question art, but question situations. Also the help of my extended family. My Uncle in particular very much encouraged me.

I've been pondering to leave dA for a few months now. I have no reason to be here. Unknownphotography has died silently, after *dehk had a series of shifted events in his life...
And the ones I thought that cared about me, well.. I am just a name on their MSN list.

But then I thought to myself... I am really not here for mediocre friendships, nor for page views, favourites....

I am here for Art. The love and passion for it that surges through my veins. The constant doodling that plagues my English book and the utter excitement I get when I notice I have Photography/Art that day.

I won't promise anything major. I certainly won't promise going through my devwatch every single day, nor replying to comments or thanking for 's. I appreciate all of those three things... But they aren't why I'm here.

I promise you... that I have an undying passion for art and photography.
And THAT is why I am here.

Later folks.

Oh and P.S For all of those people who insist filling up my message centre with ten journals a day with "OMGGGG I jus found an old piece of corn behind my computaarr"
I confess, I am rather sick of it.
Slow down.
Or I'll stop your journals, meaning I'm giving up caring about your pointless updates or I'll just "unwatch" you completely.
Journal write when you have something well worth to say.